7/31/2006

Papa Roach - Scars

[Chorus:]

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus]

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

I am bleeding inside.
8:07 PM

BSB-All I Have To Give

I don't know what he does to make you cry
But I'll be there to make you smile
I don't have a fancy car
To get to you
I'd walk a thousand miles
I don't care if he buys you nice things
Does his gifts come from the heart?
I don't know
But if you were my girl
I'd make it so we'd never be apart
[Chorus:]
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I could live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give
When you talk (when you talk)
does it seem like he's not
Even listening to a word you say?
That's okay babe, just tell me your problems
I'll try my best to kiss them all away
Does he leave (does he leave) when you need him the most?
Does his friends get all your time?
Baby please I'm on my knees
Praying for the day that you'll be mine
[Chorus]
[Bridge:]
To you... (hey girl) hey girl,
I don't want you to cry no more inside
All the money in the world could never add up to all the love I have inside...
I love you
And I will give it to you
All I can give, all I can give
Everything I have is for you
But love is all I have to give
[Chorus (3x)]
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give... to you

I am bleeding inside.
4:47 PM

Lost Prophets-Last Train Home

One! Two! Three!
To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all a part of the choices that your making
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take
But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today
But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love
I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here
But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today
But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love
Well we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love
But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enoughAnd we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again

I am bleeding inside.
4:37 PM

Marcos Hernandez-If You Were Mine

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

Ohhh Yeaaa
Everything I dreamed about
Everything that I talked about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don't feel the same way
Questioning bring tears to your eyes

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

Ohhh Yeaaa
All words I sing about
All that is that I write about
Only thing I wanna hear about
So that I can get closer to you
I know that there is someone else,
but he's only thinking of himself
Doesn't make any sense for you being lonely

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

Ohhh Yeaaa
Let me be the one to share your hopes and dream
You'll never be alone again,
cuz' I will hold you in this day
Please don't be afraid to let your brokenheart guide you
Into these open arms that long to surround you, baby!!

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

[Repeat Chorus:]

I am bleeding inside.
4:22 PM

7/22/2006

Stalker-Goldfinger

She calls me on the phone,
Hoping that I'm home
And that i'm all alone
But when I say, "Hello?"
I only hear dialtone
She thinks that I'm her own
Outside my window she crept,
Watching my every step.
Chorus:
Oh, uh oh. She's following me.
Oh, uh oh. She's out of her tree.
Oh, uh oh. She's off of her rocker.
I wanna marry my stalker.
Oh oh oh oh oh, uh oh. (2x)
Sometimes she says she's my mom,
Looks like she doesn't belong.
She's my own peeping-tom.
Flowers everyday,
The cops will tell her to stay,500 feet away.
She's sleeping on my doorstep,
She hasn't heard me yet.
Chorus:
Oh, uh oh. She's following me.
Oh, uh oh. She's out of her tree.
Oh, uh oh. She's off of her rocker.
I wanna marry my stalker.
This morning she wasn't there,
I hope she still cares.
I almost gave up hope,
But today I awoke to a private note.
She said she's going to jail,
For going through my mail,
But she'll stay on my trail.
Chorus:
Oh, uh oh. She's following me.
Oh, uh oh. She's out of her tree.
Oh, uh oh. She's off of her rocker.
I wanna marry my,
I wanna marry my,
I wanna marry my stalker.

I am bleeding inside.
10:34 PM

So Sick Of Love Song - Neo

Gotta change my answering machine
No that I'm alone
Cos right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes to sence
Cos you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice
Anymore

(It's ridiculous)
It's been months for some reason I
(Can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(Enough is enough)
No more walking 'round with ma head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

(Chorus)
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tierd of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta six that callender I had
That's marked July 15th
Cos since there's no more you
There's no more anniversery
I'm so fed up of my thoughts of you
And your memories
And now every song reminds me
Of what used to be

(Chorus)
That's the reason I'm
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tierd of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

O-o-h (Leave me alone)
Leave me alone (Stupid love song)
Hey,
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Then lettin go
Turning of the radio

(Chorus x3)
Cos I'm
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tierd of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(So why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

I am bleeding inside.
10:31 PM

Nothing Compares To You - Sinead O'Connor

It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone
I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing ...
I said nothing can take away these blues, '
Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you
It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong?
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you
went to the doctor guess what he told me
Guess what he told me?
He said, girl, you better have fun
No matter what you do
But he's a fool ...
'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you ...
All the flowers that you planted, mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try
'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you

I am bleeding inside.
10:23 PM

Every Breathe You Take- The Police

Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I'll be watching you.
Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
I'll be watching you.
Oh can't you see
You belong to me?
How my poor heart aches with every step you take.
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you.
Since you've gone I've been lost without a trace.
I dream at night, I can only see your face.
I look around but it's you I can't replace.
I keep crying baby, baby please..................
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you.
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you.......

I am bleeding inside.
8:41 PM

Miss You Finally - Trademark

But I miss you finally
But I miss you finally
Try to remember all these years
We shared the love we shared the tears
Thought that forever it would be
I realize you lie to me
I still hold on
Still dream of days when we were one
CHORUS
You played with my heart
You played with my mind
But I miss you finally
Right from the start
My love made me blind
But I miss you finally
All of these promises you made
This 4 letter word it seems to...
Baby it's hard to understand
Now that you're gone
We reached the endI
still believe
Still dream of days when we were one
Chorus 3X
You played with my heart
You played with my mind
Right from the start
My love made me blind

I am bleeding inside.
8:32 PM

I woke up damn early today at around 10plus. Went to see sinseh and he say i need to come back on monday. i stay at home the whole day and its like damn boring! Oh ya, sis bought that Scandal disc for me and i like this song called"127 ri(days). Its so nice!!! Oh man, tomorrow sis will be leaving for Thailand. I WANNA GO!!! Boredtified!!

I am bleeding inside.
8:25 PM

7/21/2006

What The HELL!!! I told mum not to cook my dinner and she ask me to keep the dishes. HELLLOOOOO!!! I sprain my ankle and i have to keep the dishes??!! ARGHGHGHGHG!!!! I'm irritated!!

School was like kind of boring today? First lesson was PE and i sprain my ankle while playing basketball. Chinese lesson was like kind of boring! C-PA was like normal cause of CFK. She like such a fucker!! Treat us so bad! We went back to class for english. Cher help me to apply that deep healing(?) cause my ankle was like so damn pain!! Mrs Thurai left us with a worksheet! Music was the MOST FUN lesson, cause i sprain my ankle and i cant dance so i look at them dance. Then home-ed. OH MAN!! That She Wei Xiang damn CUTE!!

I am bleeding inside.
8:57 PM

7/19/2006

School are fun now a days. Oh man!! I wanna watch the L word. We had 3 free periods cause ms Ho and mr Thomson wasnt in school today. Went hlm to eat, we took this video of kelly and is like so damn funny. The channel8 9pm show is like so nice!!!!!! Okay! This shall be the end.

I am bleeding inside.
9:05 PM

7/17/2006

OH MAN!!! CFK is back!!! I thought she will only be back next week?!!! Lessons went on as normal. LIVE4 was like SHIT at first cause CFK asked us to clean the classroom* angrish*
Then she went on saying us why we didnt tap our ez-link card and blah blah blah... Just when she was shout/ scolding us, almost the whole class was like laughing out loud. She break Me, Cher, Shanny, Marisse, Grace and Puineh up *cries* I'll miss you guys. We[Cher and Me] was forced to move to the back. After school, Puineh, Caishan, Siew Hwee, Esther, Cher went to HLM to eat Pizza Hut. I waited for my food for like 45 mins!!! They gave us 20 chicken drumsticks and Esther ate like 10 of it!!!! She eat like she never eat for a thousand years!!! We went home to change and went Puineh's house nearby to play BB!! I almost sprain my ankles for like twice.

I'm forcing myself to let go.

I am bleeding inside.
8:58 PM

7/16/2006

Met up with Siew Hwee and we took a bus to serangoon mrt to meet up with phoebs, marisse and Qianzi. Marisse was the latest!! haha. We went PS to check the price of the keyboard. We met Jasmine, Meishi, Angeline and Grace at Yoshi. We wanted to eat Rocky Master but too bad, so we went to eat KFC. Met up with Stacy, Jacky to watch baybeats. We left PS for baybeats and its like WAOOOOO!!! People Mountain People Sea!!! Haha. Saw Shazana there. We went MS cause the performance was like boring! We went shopping and wanted to buy this slipper but Qianzi and Siew Hwee gave me that as a belated birthday present. Thanks!! We walk back to watch baybeats, saw tanny and Vicky. I went to find marisse and stacy in the crowd. I said " Sorry, Excuse me!!" a thousand times. Haha. Plain Sunset's performance was like the best of the best!! I bought their cd. PLAIN SUNSET!!! They are like so hot and cool. Went home and met miss wong, even she didnt teach us as all but we still say hi to her. We ask her if she know who is mdm chong then she said" Oh, You meant that teacher who doesnt know how to put on lipsticks?" then me, Siew Hwee and Marisse started laughing out load!!! Everyone saw staring at us!!! HAHAHA!!! Oh man!!! We went CRAZY!!! Reach home ard 12 and dad, mum wasnt at home. Only 2 sisters, bro and VV was at home.

The Very End!!

I am bleeding inside.
8:36 PM

Plain Sunset-CHECKING EMAIL

Every single word you said,
sticks around inside my head
and I wish that you would write to me
wish that you would write to me
Every single thing you say,
hits me every other day
and I wish that you would write to me,
wish that you would write me,
'cuz I know...
I just wanna be with you(x3)
Dun want to be without you

I am bleeding inside.
8:17 PM

7/12/2006

Iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest thing to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

I am bleeding inside.
9:07 PM

Didnt want to come school cause it was raining and it's like the best weather to sleep!!
Cab to school. Went for C-pa lesson and fell asleep. Maths, sci and chi lessons was like
so fun!! Went to eat at kfc, and the chicken chop sucks! We( sabrina aka shanny
puineh, esther, cher, siewhwee) went to play basketball and my leg hurts!!
OH MAN!! THERE'S THIS GUY ASK FOR PUINEH'S NUMBER!!! WOOOOO!!

I am bleeding inside.
8:56 PM

7/11/2006

Because Of You - 98 Degrees
*words that i want to say to you*

It’s all... it’s all... it’s all...
You’re my sunshine after the rain
You’re the cure against my fear and my pain
Cuz I’m losing my mind when you’re not around
It’s all...it’s all...It’s all because of you
You’re my sunshine
Oh yeah...Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then you gave me love
I can’t describe
How much I feel for you
I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
Whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I’ll tell you, yes I’ll tell you
Oh yeah...
CHORUS:
You’re my sunshine after the rain
You’re the cure against my fear and my pain
Cuz I’m losing my mind when you’re not around
It’s all...it’s all...It’s all because of you
Honestly, could it be you and me
Like it was before
Neither less or more
Cuz when I close my eyes
At night I realize that no one else
Could ever take your place
I still can feel and it’s so real
When you’re touching me kisses endlessly
It’s just a place in the sun
Where our love’s begun
I miss you...yes I miss you, oh baby
Chorus
If I knew how to tell you
What’s on my mind (on my mind)
(Make you understand...)
Then I’d always be there
Right by your side
Chorus
Chorus
Chorus
Chorus
You're my sunshine after the...after the rain......after the rain
Cuz I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all...It's all...
It's all because of you

I am bleeding inside.
8:54 PM

7/10/2006

YEAH!!! Italy was the champions. So sad for Zidane. Anyway, yeah!!!!
Italy won!!! I love Italy no.5 !!! He rocks!!!
MOST IMPT!!!! Miroslav Klose was the top scorer!! I Love Klose The Best!!!

World Cup 2006
Champion- Italy
First Runner up - France
Second Runner up - GERMANY!!!* loves

Back to life:
Nothing special today, but Mdm CFK didnt come school!!! 2 free periods!
After school, went PS to see keyboards. I wanna learn SAXOPHONE!!!
A.J say after i learn my guitar and can learn saxophone and she will buy
me any saxophone i want!!! So cool!!! I miss music marathon!! =Z
I watch this show on channel 62, so damn funny!!! I want to watch again!
I was forced to watch super-band bcos of NICKY!!!
NICKY: you are so irritating, what "milubing"???
who the hell are they?? and the performance is like kind of boring.

I'm sinking!! Will you save me??

I am bleeding inside.
8:22 PM

7/08/2006

All The Small Things - Blink 182

All the, small things
True care, truth brings
I'll take, one lift
Your ride, best trip
Always, I know
You'll be at my show
Watching, waiting, commiserating
Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Na, na·
Late night, come home
Work sucks, I know
She left me roses by the stairs, surprises let me know she cares
Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Na, na·
Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill, the night will go on, my little windmill
Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill, the night will go on, my little windmill

I am bleeding inside.
8:34 PM

Blink 182 - I Miss You

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

I am bleeding inside.
8:29 PM

On my bended knees - Boys II Men

Darling I, I can't explain,
Where did we lose our way,
'Girl it's driving me insane.
And I know I just need one more chance,
To prove my love to you.
And if you come back to me,I'll guarantee,
That I'll never let you go.
CHORUS:
Can we go back to the days
Our love was strong.
Can you tell me how
A perfect love goes wrong.
Can somebody tell me
How to get things back,
The way they used to be.
Oh God, give me the reason,
I'm down on bended knee.

B-SECTION:
I'll never walk again,
Until you come back to me,
I'm down on bended knee.
So many nights I dream of you.
Holding my pillow tight I know,
That I don't need to be alone.
When I open up my eyes,
To face reality,
Every moment without you,
It seems like eternity.
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me.
REPEAT CHORUS.
MIKE:
Baby, I'm sorry,
Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done.
Please come back home girl.
I know you put all your trust in me,
I'm sorry I let you down.
Please forgive me.
I'm gonna swallow my pride,
Say I'm sorry,
Stop pointing fingers,
The blame is on me.
I want a new life,
And I want it with you.
If you feel the same,
Don't ever let it go.
You gotta believe in the spirit of love,
It will heal all things,
Won't hurt any more.
No I don't believe our love's terminal.
I'm down on my knees,
Begging you please,
Come home.
REPEAT CHORUS TWICE.
REPEAT BRIDGE.
Wanna build a new life,
Just you and me.
Gonna make you my wife,
Raise a family.
REPEAT BRIDGE.

I am bleeding inside.
8:25 PM

Spanish Guitar - Toni Braxton

A smoky room, a small cafe
They come to hear you play
And drink and dance the night away
I sit out in the crowd
And close my eyes
Dream you're mine
But you don't know
You don't even know that I am here
I wish that I was in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
And you would play me through the night
'Till the dawn
I wish you'd hold me in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
All night long, all night long
I'd be your song, I'd be your song
Steal my heart with every note you play
I pray you'll look my way
And hold me to your heart somedayI long to be the one that you caress with tenderness
And you don't know
You don't even know that I exist
I wish that I was in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
And you would play me through the night
'Till the dawn
I wish you'd hold me in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
All night long, all night long
I'd be your song, I'd be your song
Te sientas entre la gente
Cierras tu ojos
Y suenas que soy tuyo
Pero yo no siquiera se que estas ahi
Me gustaria tenerte entre mis brazos amor
I sit in the crowd
And close my eyes
Dream you're mine
And you don't know
You don't even know that I exist
I wish that I was in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
And you would play me through the night
'Till the dawn
I wish you'd hold me in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
All night long, all night long
I'd be your song, I'd be your song

I am bleeding inside.
8:21 PM

I cross my heart - All 4 One and Sammie Cheng

holding you here in my arms
your heart is beating fast
and you want me to tell you
just how long our love will last
look in my eyes, hear what i say
i'll be the one who won't walk away
i cross my heart
pledge to you, all my love
to have and to hold
from this moment on
just as long as the stars shine above
i will be true, i promise you
i cross my heart
if i had just one wish
i'd make your dreams come true
'cause i have everything i need
when i'm loving you
put your hand in my hand
i want you to know
i'll stand by your side and never let go
i cross my heart
pledge to you, all my love
to have and to hold from this moment on
just as long as the stars shine above
i will be true, i promise you
i cross my heart

i cross my heart
pledge to you, all my love
to have and to hold from this moment on
just as long as the stars shine above
i will be true, i promise you
i cross my heart
i will be true, i promise you
i cross my heart

I am bleeding inside.
8:10 PM

I still love you - Get Ready

I still love you ...
I got your letter
And I read every line
I even showed it to my friends
Bridge:
The first love is the sweetest
Why? we have to throw it all away
The first love is the deepest love of all
Chorus:
If you take your love away from me
Take the emptyness inside of me
Take the tears from my eyes
The sun in the sky
Give me back my heart
Even though it? broke in two
I still love you, I still love you , I still love
I think about you every night and every day
I can? get you off my mind
Bridge
Chorus
I still love you ...
Chorus
till fade

I am bleeding inside.
8:05 PM

Wherever you will go - The Calling

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

I am bleeding inside.
7:52 PM

Almost over You - Sheena Easton
I saw an old friend of ours today
She asked about you, I didn't quite know what to say.
Heard you've been making the rounds 'round here
While I've been trying to make tears disappear.
*Now I'm almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town
You'll see I'm almost over you.
You're such a sly one with your cold, cold heart
Maybe leaving came easy
But it tore me apart.
Time heals all wounds they say and I should know'Cause it seems like forever
But I'm letting you go.
*Repeat
I can forgive you and soon I'll forget
All the shattered dreams
Although you left me with nothing to show
For the misery
*Repeat

I am bleeding inside.
7:49 PM

went nicky's house at 5am. poor nicky. she was like tearing once i reach her house.
NICKY dont be sad, super duper me will be there for you always :) so smile!!!!
reach home at around 3pm.fell asleep and woke up at 6 plus. And I'm talking
to deary!!!! she's back and we got a date on sat!!! Yeah!! Cant wait to see deary!!
I miss her and her craps so MUCHHHHHH!!! See you soon deary!! -LOVES!

I am bleeding inside.
7:40 PM

7/07/2006

Cher told me something that's very saddening. I feel so sad for her.
Went quite late to com lap but mrs MC Koh never scold us and she
told us a good news, which it's CFK is on MC for 4 weeks! YEAH! the
whole class was like so happy. School ended at 12pm today. Went
home with Shanny, Esther and Kelly. On the way, we saw YC's fren
Fara if i'm not wrong. She's a PRETTY malay girl who look like mixed
-blood. Met Cher at PS at 2.45pm? and once again i was late. Went
to eat MOS head to Yamaha to help shanny find her key-board, we
saw a guy playing drums. WOO! NICE!! We saw a super-band guy?
I saw SAXOPHONE!! I'm going to learn SAXOPHONE after my
guitar!! YEAH!! I bought a tuner and a guitar pick. We went to j8
to find kels and grace. Slack at j8 and headed home and saw fran,
she said cher very "dao" and she said i'm reluctant??? The 9pm
show was like so damn nice and sad.
-Let me fly up high in the sky and drop die on the ground

I am bleeding inside.
10:00 PM

7/05/2006

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you're hurt too but what else can we do?
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow couldbring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't reallyknow
Chorus:
I'm all out of love,
I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nightsI
'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
Chorus:
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Chorus(3x)

I am bleeding inside.
10:20 PM

My Paper Heart - All American Rejects
* Oblivions' song =)

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseach you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can
Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is, easiest when I am around you.
So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
Now a year has past
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseach you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can
Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her
My tongue is,Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer
Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down, and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me

I am bleeding inside.
10:16 PM

there was nothing to say the day she left
i just filled the suitcase full of regrets
i hailed a taxi in the rain
looking for someplace to ease the pain
oh, then like an answered prayer
i turned a round and found you there
CHORUS:
you really know how to start fixing a broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams had fallen apart
fixing a broken heart
and now i dont understand what i'm going through
it must be a plan that lead me to you
because the hurts just disappears in every moment that you are near
yeh, just like an answered prayer
you make the loneliness easy to bear
CHORUS
soon the rain will stop falling babyand i'll forget the past cos here we are at last
CHORUS

I am bleeding inside.
10:10 PM

Went school like usual. Saw joey and her frens on the same bus.
Thanks Pui, Pau and fran for your presents - love it lots :)
Sorry Jaclyn, I didnt mean to break the bottle. I'm really sorry!
Mrs Thurai didnt come school, so there's this teacher call Ms Su
we finish our work and we started playing games. We waited for
ice- cream and shanny needs to be there to collect the ice-cream
so we sat at the car park and eat our ice-cream.phoebs, zi, cher
shanny ate 2 ice- cream each.i ate 1 ice- cream was like enough
for me, they still ate 2!! oh my!! We (shanny,phoebs,zi,cher,
marisse,siewhwee) went J8's crystal jade for
lunch and went for a walk. We saw neri and she wish me happy
birthday.haha.then we went home cause i got dinner.

I want to shout to let whole world know I LOVE YOU!

I am bleeding inside.
9:40 PM

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the nightDidn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without youI'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.
Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done
Now I can't go on without youI'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do
Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do
I love you
I need you
I want you..the way I do[x2]

I am bleeding inside.
9:36 PM

This feeling sucks! God, why make me feel this way on my
special day. Why do i have to tear for you?? All i want is
*you* for my birthday! I dont want anything else, just you
will do!

Perfect Situation - Weezer
What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain.
There's the pitch, slow and straight.
All I have to do is swing
and I'm a hero, but I'm a zero.
Hungry nights, once again
Now it's getting unbelievable.
'Cause I could not have it better,
But I just can't get no play
From the girls, all around
As they search the night for someone to hold onto.
And I just pass through...
Singing...
Noohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Noohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Get your hands off the girl,
Can't you see that she belongs to me?
And I don't appreciate this excess company.
Though I can't satisfy all the needs she has
And so she starts to wander...
Can you blame her?
Singing...
Noohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Noohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Tell me there's a logic out there.
Leading me to better prepare
For the day that something really special might come.
Tell me there's some hope for me.
I don't wanna be lonely
For the rest of my days on the earth.
Oh..!!
[solo]
Noohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Noohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Noohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

I am bleeding inside.
9:26 PM

7/04/2006

music marathon's closing was nice!! :)
Mdm Z's husband's performance was like the best of the best!!
He's like so cool.We went MS for lunch.
Me and Cher went suntec's TOY'R'US to buy *HER* balloon
We blow 2 of the balloons but one flew off.
So only gave her one.We walk back to MS to give her the balloon
but she was on the way to cine.SSSSOOOO we have to walk back
to suntec and take MRT.pass *HER* the balloon and went to find
pui,jin and pau.I bought stickers for my guitar.haha.
We went Kovan Mac and there was 3 girls and a guy who want to
act like gangsters.oh my.the guy say he want to fight 1 on 1 with
me.HELLO!!! I'm not a gangster!!So i dont fight,i called sis and
when sis arrived, she was like so damn pissed. We went to find
those people and they still act damn cocky.EEEEKKKK
daniel hit that guy until his face was like bleeding.haha.he called
his father down and pls daniel to let him go.He's like such a loser!!
*YOU* : say you will be mine and i promise you i will love you
FOREVER.
THIS I PROMISE YOU!!
1 more day to 5th of July!!!

I am bleeding inside.
9:05 PM

7/02/2006

The chalet didnt went too well,but i still join it.thanks everyone!maybe i should say their name out: Shanny,Kelly,Cher,Phoebs,Yenchun,MS PEH QIANYU,azreena,Marisse,Siewhwee,Pris,Ah Pau, Janice,Nancy,Vivian,Diana,Daniel,Cliff,YongQuan,HongWei,Ben,Eric,Eric's younger bro,lots more but i can't rem and MOST OF ALL MY FAMILY! I can't never leave without them!haha.Just now,vian called me and asked me how's my hand.haha.i'm fine girl, don't worry so much.Shanny, Marisse , Pris , Siewhwee and i went MW for m.m, and we met kelly, esther and grace at the MRT.haha.For the first time,Cher is late!after singing, me and Cher stay back and watch the others perform.SO SAD!! 3a1 sang their songs already.We ask joey to sit with us and watch the performance cause she was like alone.yupp.i saw v***en today, she dye her hair and it looks nice on her.she remind me of D*.Oh Yeah!!Did i mention that sis throw 1 whole plate of cream at my face when i was eating the cake!!!!!
THE SWEETEST THING ON EARTH = D*

3more days to 5th of july!!

I am bleeding inside.
8:11 PM